Were Official!

We got our letter of approval in the mail a few days ago! We are an offical waiting family for adoption planning - I think is what the letter said! So we wait...
So while we wait - do we try to get pregnant? No - Yes - is it o.k.? who knows!
I am excited to be waiting - I want another child very much--- Am I excited that this comes at the loss of someone else --NO --- but still at the same time I am excited about adding to our family - oh adoption ya gotta love all those emotions that come along- I just hope and pray that our next situation will be right and fit right just as our last one has---- well God it is in your hands now! We will just sit back - pray and enjoy our daughter in the mean time!

Adoption Book

Has anyone read Logans Journey? I think I really like this book and think I will order it -- I saw it at a meeting I was at the other day -- this was on utube -- it is the story being read -- what-cha- think?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9tLYeYiNYA

Our Easter

We had such a fun and busy Easter weekend!!!!!! The weather was just beautiful and I wanted to share a few pics!

Spring has sprung!

Our allergies are going nuts! But we sure are having fun spending more time outside!!!!!!!!!!

Whats up?

Just wanted to add a few new pics! The Baby Bear is growing soooo fast and talking so much!!!! Her favorite saying now is "Go girl" which is usually followed by a few signature dance moves! Also if you will notice she has a new haircut!! Gosh - where is my baby? Anyway hope everyone out there is doing well!
Smiles - from the bear family!

Baby bear 19 months old today!

Really this is starting to scare me --- gosh where does the time go!!! She is just so awesome , she is talking up a storm and her favorite word is mine! She is so funny and full of life!

Less of a mom

I never feel less of a mom to baby bear --- quite the opposite --- I feel 100% her mom --- to the point of a love that kinda scares me -- you know the kind you would kill someone with your bear hands if they tried to hurt her -- I have never felt that way before -- but in the circle of other mommies -- I will admit - yeah sometimes I feel less of a mom. I guess just recently I have been involved in several birth/pregnancy story conversations and well I just don't have a lot to add to those conversations and I feel so out of that loop. It is wierd though because in every other way I feel so there as a mom but those conversations make me feel ugghhh almost fake or something and leave me with this wierd feeling--- maybe it is my unresolved issues of not being able to concieve -- who knows it has just been on my mind and quite frankly getting on my nerves lately! But I may feel or even be less of a mom sometimes in others eyes but the 2 most important eyes of baby bear see mommy as just that mommy and I quess that is all that matters for now!